Tuesday, March 22, 2005, 19:17
Soo many shockin news...haiz...
haiz........ todae i received 2 very shockin news.....first, during recess tymesumone called ida...den she suddenly cried..den she told us her pri skewl fwen pass away...i was really shocked...she told me dat her fwen died coz was beaten up...n later wen i reached homema nenek kol...i didnt expect anithing....den suddenly ma mom told me dat my pakcik oso pass away....dats ma dad youngest bro..........i was soo de damn shocked n didnt believe it at first...soo todae skewl as usual...dun feel lyke elaboratin much....haiz.....lyfe is really unpredictable...n i hav becum more scared now....n really more scared....im scared dat sumone very dear to me will leave me....n im oso scared of dooms dae.......so todae hav spotcheck in de morninden blablabla..den mly do surat kiriman rasmi.....den dat phy teacher is really testin ma patience....he is sooo de damn long-winded...guess dats all.....im really scared.....i juz feel dat dooms dae is nearin....haiz.........